Kelly Diaz ~ MyTPen
My Journey with Multiple Myeloma
Welcome to MyTPen, where you will find poetry, essays, and a personal account
of what it's like to go through treatment for Multiple Myeloma.


Now I'm Confused
Here’s a new term for you: Minimal Residual Disease, or MRD. During my May visit with Dr. Joudeh, he told me how pleased he was that my...

How a Simple Gesture Defines a Special Man
There was really no reason to hurry... ...I thought to myself, as I pushed my shopping cart down the luggage aisle at the Walmart...

Backdrop to Inspiration
It’s been a long time since I last wrote a blog post. Every time I sat down with my computer to write, I felt overwhelmed by the jumble...

Cat Musings – Caring for a Special Needs Kitty
From the first time I saw the little gray and white kitten on the sidewalk outside my front door, I felt compelled to give him a better...

Hair today, gone tomorrow
I thought I would share a quick update about my hair...which I hate. That’s an awful thing to say, I know. I should be thankful I have...

A Quick Update
Yesterday I saw a neurosurgeon, Dr. Charles Wolff, to whom I was referred by Dr. Joudeh. It was actually my second visit to his office. ...

Addressing the Lies – A Forewarning
It's long overdue. A few years ago, I purchased a book by Albert Mohler, Jr., the president of The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary....

Process of Elimination
Maybe it's the chemo... On my last visit to Dr. Joudeh on November 24th, I again complained about the pain. I hate the word "complain." ...

More Than Skin Deep
Good news! The PET scan was clear! The “lesion” that showed up in the MRI was likely an old one or possibly scar tissue, according to...

Time to be Radioactive Again
On Tuesday, I will have a full-body PET scan. I’ve had one before, almost exactly a year ago. The purpose of the scan will be to “light...

The Ultimate Reality of Life
Pain. In the unconscious state of a dream, I felt it – the throbbing in my right elbow. As I talked to someone known to me only in this dream realm, I grasped my elbow with my left hand and squeezed as I closed my eyes against the pain. Suddenly I was awake and immediately realized the pain was real. It radiated from my shoulder into my elbow, where it seemed to gather intensity as it shot into my hand and fingers. I tried to wiggle my fingers and felt the numbness in a

Cat Musings - The Button Biter
Every time I have rescued a stray, I’ve second guessed myself. Samson, a scraggly, rain-soaked kitten with black fur and bright green...

Memento Mori
Remember Death This little phrase, seemingly morbid to some, can really be a game changer for the life we get to live every day. For me,...

Not Feelin' It
Saturday, 11 August 2021 So many friends have emailed, phoned, or texted me in the last several weeks, and I appreciate it so much. I've...

Coming Together
Patience. Waiting. Relaxing and letting go. That was what I needed to do. I knew it, too. This morning it all began to come together. As...

Engraftment
This past week was the most difficult of my life. It has changed me, literally at the cellular level. Over time, I know I will grapple...

Post-Transplant Day 9
It’s been a little rough these past few days, but nothing—I repeat, NOTHING—like we anticipated. As long as I have the energy to, say,...

Post-Transplant Day 5 - Radio Silence
This will likely be my last post until I come out the other side of all of this. If you text or call and I don’t answer, please try not...

Quote
Romans 8:38-39
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
- Aug 5
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